I am about to get ready for a hearing this morning and I haven't slept a wink.
The hearing involves my divorce and will determine the living arrangements I will be recieveing for the next few months pending the outcome of this divorce.
I am feeling anxious and not certain about what will happen to me, but it is time to proceed. I wonder how it would feel to sleep in a real bed again and not a park bench or concrete floor. I wonder about the feeling of not having to sleep with one eye open, just to prevent myself from getting robbed.
I wonder about these things and then I realize that being homeless sucks,, it is freeing, but there is a price and that price is no sleep.
Sometimes I wonder if sleeping in the wilderness wouldn't be easier or safer, but I know that in the end,, I am stuck here until this matter resolves itself.
I am sure that there are those who say,, just quit fighting,, give it all to the soon to be ex. I wonder if those people have ever been homeless? I have and this ain't right what's happening.
All hell is gonna break loose and I want justice. Have a nice day and remember to buy a homeless dude a sandwich. Peace
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